One long day

Hey All,

Yes, I called this a long day because it seemed like the day dragged on forever for some reason might be the fact I'm in a fog because of my allergies lol. Work seemed to drag on forever we were so slow today must have been because it was warm out and everyone was out getting ice cream or grilling. I had julie's delicious meatloaf for dinner. It was yummy. (props to my sis) Anyway, I had gotten so close to telling my manager what type of lifestyle I lived because me and my friends at work were talking about it but I lost my nerve she makes me so nervous sometimes. I'm sure she'll figure it out though. So my other manager was teasing me earlier introducing us all to the newbie that started work today she's awesome I'll look forward to more shifts with her. She's all laughs and it's something we could all use in the workplace, so I was getting ice for the machine and my manager said this is brandy she enjoys her job because I was laughing with my other co-workers and I'm like yep I love my job and he laughed and said see toldja. That got the newbie to laugh so she lightened up a bit first days are so nerve-wracking, funny thing was we ended riding the bus home together and chatting like we knew each other our whole lives. I may be in what people call a forbidden relationship but hey we all are in some way or another if our parents don't approve of who we are dating or married to. -Giggles- Anyway, I am just yammering on sorry if this entry bores you all. Take care TTFN.

B

Just Another Post

Hey all,

I know it's been ages since I last wrote to you all. It's been a rough few weeks but it seems alright now. Been having issues with my losing patience with kids lately I am trying but it never seems to do any good. I always lose patience anyway, it's no wonder everyone thinks I am a bad mom. This morning I felt myself losing patience and was like yeah you two babies are going upstairs to play lemme get a bit more sleep and then we can play. It seemed to be alright for a while the babies settled and played for a bit then started to get bored so I went and got them and was fine the rest of the morning until my son kept hitting me on the head with his toys, I've got a few bruises on my cheek lol. Gotta love babies. As far as life with my poly family it seems ok now but a few weeks ago it seemed that no matter what I did I just made everyone angry. I tried my best and finally, it succeeded and everyone was alright again as alright as anyone can be crammed into a four bedroom house with five kids running around lol. Well, that's bout it aside from work and being mommy. I did meet a new friend at the bus stop and I am so excited to have a friend outside of work she's so nice and about my age she is also married with two kids around the same age as the preschoolers. I can't wait to hang with her again. That bout does it for now. TTFN my friends.