Just Another Day

Hey B here,

It's just been another day. We started a new schedule today everyone was up at 7 this morning total drag but we gotta get used to being on Tori's school schedule. I was so tired though my son had been up off and on last night he had gotten cold. We are all very worried about our DH he is still not working and he's still grieving over the fourth that we were supposed to have. He misses her so much and it kills me to see him that way. All we can do is let him have his space and pray he will eventually heal. I've never seen him so depressed. A was mad at me again today sometimes it feels like I can't do anything right. I apologized not much more I can do really other than try to do better. J is excited to have our daughter back home she missed her a lot and our daughter was so glad to be back. Sometimes I wish I were more like them but I can't change who I am I can't do more than my best and it feels like that isn't even enough most days. Oh well. Well that's it for now.

Later, B